second week in pj here

i shocked !! why seem tat all of my coursemates speak english ?? why ?? i suddenly felt tat the importance of english ! omg ! i came from chinese school !! i have no confidence to speak and i wil get confuse wat were my coursemates talking about ! their english really bam bam sheng one ! i starting stress and tired !! bt i tell myself tat i need to be self confidence and must try to speak with them who are speaking english !! i must believe tat i am not that weak ! i must try !! NO TRY NO IMPROVE !!

But there are majority chinese in our course ! so we still have a small group who are speaking chinese ! hehe ... tat is a good things bt also is a bad things !! because i hope tat i can speak english fluently after this 4 years !! if i din try to speak english then i wil not have improve in my speaking !!hehehe ...

come come come .... let talk about my course !! since tat we still din have the text book so we need to prepare the notes ourself from library !! this is the first times i get the study way like tat !!! i totally duno wat is the chapter bt i need to understand first by myself before i enter the class !! FIND FIND AND FIND .....one book by one book !! and the photocopy the notes !! and lastl go back to hostel and read !! although duno wat i reading about bt still need try to understand myself !! when in the class , i cant understand wat was the lecturer tought because i cant get the point clear by his "indian" slang !! i felt tat i attend in the bahasa tamil class !! hope tat i cant get used to the environment and have a good result ....

NOW we come to my hostel life in pj ... i have 1roommates (yun) and 4 housemates (jing yung , jo3 , jonny and ken) we all from the different school different places and different age ... bt so far we still can mix with them ... they are quite funny and quite nice ... we have dinner together and will have a chit chat together at the balcony !! hope tat we wil enjoy our life here .....

BUT I MISS MY HOMETOWN !! MISS MY HAPPY HOSTEL IN BM ! MISS ALL MY FRIENDS !!!