wat should i do now ?haiz ..

wait wait wait .... after waiting for 6 month ... wat i get ??? wat course upu offered for me ?
PENGAJIAN MAKANAN ?!!! YES !! IS PENGAJIAN MAKANAN !!

i totally blank when i know i get this offer ... why ? because tat is my 5th choice !!
i totally duno wat is this course ! haiz ... why upu offer me this course o ?!
my dad said : food ??!! study it for wat ?!!
my sis said : aiyoyo ! dont go for tat la !
my mom said :har ?! food a ?! ok la !! u wan to study it mai ?!

so i start blur blur ! where should i go ?! college ? really ?? bt wat course should i take ?!
pharmacy ? physio ? psycho ?
for me .. pharmacy really is a good course !! good !! i think i can get it bt i dont think tat i wil get a good result leh ! i totally no confident at all .. i so nervous ! pharmacy need a lot chemistry !
when i was form six , chemistry is quite easy to read , to memorize , to understand bt tat is very hard to do !! i duno hw to answer the question when exam ! i totally blank when stpm !
haiz .. tat why i no confident to take pharmacy ..

physio ?? physio i like too ! bt really a lot indian in mahsa college !! a !! hw to imagine it a !! more than 50 % of my friends are indian a ! how ? i really cant accept it ! so nervous !

haiz .. pengajian makanan also quite good de ! why i don wan to accept it ? why ? i actually duno ! senior told me tat this course quite fun , quite good de ! haha! they enjoy it ! bt ...
i also duno why tat is so hard to make decision ! why i don wan to take pengajian makanan ! AND WHY UPU DONT WAN TO OFFER ME SPEECH THERAPY ? WHY WHY WHY ? OR OCCUPATION THERAPY ALSO CAN !! WHY ? BECAUSE USM ?? HAIZ ..

anyone can help me ? so fan now ! haiz .. where should i go ? college or local uni ?
which is better ? this question always in my mind even when i sleep ! haiz ...